gather gather

today when i was busy-ing with the restaurant city LUCAS pm me in facebook
he asked me to go for movie
since me and him also got nothing to do
he said go watched terminator =.="
hello is on 28 may la
not on screen yet
so i decided we watched the night at museum 2 because i watched the first one

so i agreed to go movie with him but i ajak the sis also because i noe she very free also

i like this girl
so got very innocent look , she is the girl from enchanted :)
overall the movie is ok i can say
not bad
very funny lor
very entertaining
i give 7/10

after movie we walked around and meet up with anna,leong,ken and munyee for dinner
we went SUSHI ZEN MAI
my all time fav , oh no is our all time fav
seems like zenmai is everyone fav lor
nevertheless we ordered quite alot
indeed a very satisfying meal

oh the topic for the night is POKER in facebook
walao !! beh tahan
haha
but poker can be a very funny topic
wtf

ermm it seems like i got to find some more entertainment for myself during the night time
drama and drama
yest because i got nothing much to do i slept at 830 pm yest nite wtf
because i would not think much jus dreams
i have not been skype-ing
i cannot be so selfish
nononono
but i have the right to get upset sometimes
i am not always "merajuk"
i jus want the few hrs from u at night
and u me only have the free time during nite
sometimes i got angry because i feel that u dont care
maybe
" communication breakdown"
sms,msn,email
cannot show the real meanings
yea u are right , u deserved the time there with ur frens becuase u are "lonely "
frens is really important somemore u are far away from us here in malaysia
i understand
really
usually i will be looking forward for the night time because there is the only time we both have the time but
not anymore
i do not want to get disappointed and wait
like today u are out again with ur frens
i noe there are reasons why u went out
but before this i tot i can finally talk with u
i sms-ed u what i have been thinking
but
u reply in away that i feel u jus dont care
jus to "layan" me
to give me an answer
so that i can be satisfied and not bother again
h0nestly
seriously
i read ur reply again and again and again and again
but
hmnnn
maybe i think to much

i just need sometimes for the change, because i think i got used to talk with u every nite
i tot i am so independent but not anymore
i am quite dependent i realize
ohhhh noooo
bad karma

p/s : i am not UPSET but disappointed , but jus to let it out what i am thinking

no worries
i am fine here
:)