ok i am such a lousy blogger i just want to say how i hate and love DECEMBER the love is that is holidays !! celebrations and celebrations !!! is christmas is new year ! but the hate is that i spent money like hell like water oni debts debts not good not good but overall we earn and we spent this is wat we live for
just a little update from me here spent a very different chritmas with the ssd we went for ROAD TRIPS ! weee how i love road trip
drove all the way up to north ipoh-kuala perlis-penang ipoh for DIM SUM !!
kuala perlis to attend su shin's sis er jie wedding dinner she is soooo pretty envy envy
penang of course is for foods !! and we got presents from queen !!! and Christmas candy from kei sweet sweet
have lots of fun ! oh oh
tomoro is my cousin weddings !!! yay excited the first wedding in CHOO family congrats to all the " babi" haha
i have the sudden urge of selling my canon 4ooD and get the Lumix Lx3
actually i have been eye-ing on this camera for quite some time as my canon 400D is going to get rusty soon haha
the lumix lx3 is Much more compact and pocket sized and i can bring it anywhere with me cos it will not be as heavy as my my dslr as my shoulder got really very painful and tired everytime i put it in my bag
it has quite the same functions is jus that dlsr can change the lens but for the meantime i dont tink i have that much of cash to keep upgrade my camera why not i sell it of everything and jus get a smaller camera as i would use it as often as i can jus throw in my bag and i guess it would not be as heavy as my dslr
i would not say that i regret on buying DLSR (thanks to my daddy) as i still love it very much is just that i hardly bring it out only to some occasions as is very heavy
i would love to having the lumix with me and my dslr but but of course i only can choose one hahaha i'm not that rich so either i sell of my dslr and get the lumix or i jus cant say bye bye to lumix
how how any concrete suggestions?
oh ya before this i was like looking at the canon G10 as i love canon camera very much wtf i dono why i jus feel that in a camera thingy canon is the best lol
but G10 is quite big ler compare to LUMIX lx3 makes no different with my dslr now
i google for more information on this and there are quite a lot of good comments though
if any of u guys onterested can click on this link
no one can predicts future not u not me not him not her or anyone
is depends on our fate and what we choose things got so wrong recently i dono weather is that i am to sensitive
i hate it when there is argument when i tink that something is the problem and the other tink that it is not the problem it goes the other way round to0 when i tink that it is not the problem but the others think that it is a big prob
sigh
sometimes when thing gets into argument automatically it leads to misunderstood
well jus say life goes on for me
i'll choose to go with the flow
hopefully it flow to some happiness and happy ending
yesterday i went movie with my lil cousin we plan either to watch doraemon or planet 51 or astro boy finally the lil cousin decided to watched the ASTRO BOY !!! wat a wise choice cos we both love and enjoyed it very much !!!!! i feel very nice lor btw we watched the cantonese version... nice!!
to be honest i quite like astro boy lol
before this i was thinking weather to get iphone or blackberry but both of this phone u need to either sign up for any of the telco plan so hence the delay of me buying those phone first i survey for both of these phone for quite some time la and i got bad comments from those ppl who sell hp bout the disadvantages of iphone rather the advantages..the advantages is jus that the games thingy are good =.="
i'm not realli into games la...i jus need an hp with wifi for me to online but i dont like any others phone available so after much consideration for months and months haha finally i decided to get the iphone with maxis then then my cousin's bf who so happen to work for a hp dealers company i got advised from him and he suggest that why not i try up the nokia N97 since the iphone is so freaking expensive so on that day itself i went to the shop and tested out the N97 guess wat.. no need much consideration for monthssss but oni for 30 minutes i decided on N97 ! weeeeeeee and i straight away get it from him :)
my new phone after 2 years plus using the sony w810i but i still love that phone very much kay !!!
oh this is the white one.. i love getting the white one but they said that white will turn greyish after some times of using it so i got the black one
grab from the website hehe
new themes !! so far after using it for one nite
i can said that i quite like it as in both touch screen and with keyboard all this while i am searching for hp with these featured why i never tot of getting this model ar?
i even tested the new sony satio and aino but don really like it
so far so good ! love it gosh i am broke once again got to work hard tsk tsk
anyway finally i am done with all the assingments !!!!! weeeee hence finals is coming sad :(
if u all know me personally or your friends in my facebook u will know that last week i received my early Christmas present from the boy is what i want since long long time ago but Malaysia as usual ...what also expensive so i put in my wish list but now is taken off from the wish list !!!
:)
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * is FUJIFILM instax mini 7 in beautiful white!!! ok la though is not what surprise indirectly ermmm kind of unintentionally ask him to help me to get it in JAPAN.. !! at first i jus ask him to help me to get the price of this in JAPAN !! expected!! is so much cheaper this model in white is somewhat is special edition in Malaysia so they can sell it a much more higher price =.="
they boy checked for me the price and he asked me weather want it or not !!!! haha of course i want !!!! i wanted to have this since long long time ago after i got my baby lol
so beautiful !!!! my new baby
and they boy get me 100 pcs of film !!!! i told him i will get it in Malaysia myself 10 pcs for RM23.80 not cheap la but i told him i get it myself here (dont want him to spent so much ma hehe) then he compare the price there and here i guess then in the end he told me he ordered the camera with 100 pcs of film !!! haha double up my happiness cos he say he can exchange with some points and stuff cos he always bought stuff from the website *giggles*
ok pictures time !!!!
my first shot say hello to my cousin
me in NANDO
taken in pavillion !!! christmas tree is so nicee !!! i love christmas
mind the charles and keith shopping bag pls my sis got leave for a week and she have been dragging me out for shopping =.=" i bought a pair of heels and sandals and bag there total damage is ........... better not reveal but hello sales eh !!!
oh oh..early christmas present for myself also it makes me feel better no?
have u feel jealous before of others beautiful girls ? i mean this kind of pretty girls * * * *
omg she is so freaking pretty la let me introduce you this is "Poy Trichada" like some sort of pretty korean or japanese or taiwanese chicks la but she is from thailand pure thai but " she is the men" =.="
to be exact she's actually a 'transwomen" wtf
from google
"Poy, a Thai, changing sex at the age of 17, enjoyed high reputation in Thailand since winning Miss Tiffany Competition (some sort of tranny beauty contest). During one of her interview, she tell her story after having sex changing operation. She won the crown of Miss Tiffany beauty contest at the age of 19.
During a talk show, she said that when she was small, she used to think of becoming a girl, but in-front of her parents, she had to pretend as a man. She felt disgusted of her ‘male organ’, so at the age of 17, she went for the sex change surgery and since that, she felt as if she is a new born"
Height : 171 cm Weight : 48 kg Measurement: 33 – 24 – 36 Occupation : Actress, Singer, Model Awards received: Miss Tiffany 2004, Miss International Queen 2004
to be honest as i always come across these beautiful transwomen i got so jealous because they are so pretty pretty then us i mean us pure ladies who cares they are not real women? who cares they got multi surgeries? who cares they are actually men ?
what we cares is they are absolutely gorgeous !!!!! soooooooo freaking leng la damn jealous weiii very very very jealous la with pretty features , nice body figure, and also pretty hair =.="
for your information she is not single and available her bf is a real men :)
finally i went to salon and re-dye my hair and perm it !!! never tot i will perm my hair agian after the first try which is a nightmare for me but this time around i went to joshua , my secondary mates who is a hairstylist after all these years of him become hairstylist this is the first time i seek for his help lol and honestly i am happy with the results i love it !! definitely will seek for his service next time
October is really a bad bad month for me i tot that i can start my sem with hopes and confident towards the sub i enroll but so far it seems like a really going to be a very bad for me towards end of the sem i really got bad feelings towards winnie class honestly to say i really hate to attend her class no doubt that she is a very good lecturer she believe in perfectionist everything need to be perfect if you work out of her expectation , there is no sorry for any of us and the solutions is that minus marks and minus marks seriously my group fucked up for our experiments trial assessment very much is awful minus this minus that even u put ur assignments in wrong place she will minus marks even u use wrong paper, write wrong way minus marks and every small little details that she tinks that it is not in her way,not wat she wants end up ur assignments kena reject , kena minus marks
i really wants to do well for this sem really !! but so far there is no hope for this especially for this sub one sub is enuff to drive me crazy sigh
we still have 2 paper assignments and is not easy and
one of the group member said that he is dropping out from this sub fuck !!!
one of the assignments he said that he going to settle the mistake for the proposal for our assignments due next week we need to resubmit again and tomoro is the last chance !
the guy who drop put ,he said that he will email me today and settle for me today though he drop this paper but until now he had yet send me the proposal and he had yet reply my sms and i damn panicked edi
why is this happening again? last sem PMG also like this and now wat?
got not much frens in HELP as we are transfer students honestly to say i still cant adapt with the HELP system and stuff
i am still so lost my results in HELP are not too good either
omg i am so stress up!!!
can i jus let go of everything? sigh i never feel so bad towards my life my studies before now every nite and day i only think of psy 201 ...winnie cheong..201 winnie cheong fuck !!!!
yesterday i have some serious conversations with the boy
nonono not some serious arguing conversations well is on world HISTORY lol
well i can say that i quite enjoyed discussing with him about the world history i found out there , i really dont know much about it
like "atomic bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki" we were curious about weather the man who flew the plane and dropped atomic bomb will have psychological effect or not ,killing 140000 ppl so the boy google
too our surprise this is what he said (according to source from Wikipedia) "Tibbets(the fella name ) expressed no regret regarding the decision to drop the bomb. In a 1975 interview he said: "I'm proud that I was able to start with nothing, plan it, and have it work as perfectly as it did... I sleep clearly every night." In March 2005, he stated, "If you give me the same circumstances, I'd do it again."
obviously he live happily ever after he died at the age of 92 wtf
and for that we dont bother to find out the one who dropped the bomb in Nagasaki maybe he too live happily after he killed about 80000 ppl
and so we talk about
Hitler the boy quite like this guy wtf as we all know he is famous for his cruelty and stuff this man is really the man he killed like 6 millions jews in WW2 !!!!!! wow thats alot wey i really dont know about this until the boy told me but we all know why Hitler hates the jews so much fair enuff every story behind this cruelty killing have reasons there is this REVENGE thingy in Hitler he is a quite a brilliant men indeed we all know is not easy to kill 6 millions people hmnnnn
after Hitler we move to NORTH KOREA !!! haha
seriously i dono ANYTHING at all about NORTH KOREA but before we move on to the interesting facts happening in north korea we need to know their leader first
the great general * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * KIM JON-IL!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA damn ugly lor !!!!!
a proper pic of him
the great leader isolate the people and his country from the entire world KIM JON-IL very much brainwash them
they hate the AMERICANS very very much no internet, no outside world media, no nothing wat is happening out of North Korea
educations and health care are totally way far behind compare to those developed country or country that are still developing Many hospitals and clinics in North Korea now lack of essential medicines and equipment, running water and electricity and most probably foods they are all very poor most of the children lacks of nutrition and are all very very skinny
but no doubt that NORTH KOREA is one of the 4th largest army in the world and they are very active in active nuclear and ballistic missile weapons programs because the leaders perhaps same goes to the poeple are living in fear they believe that other then people in the north korea , every single human in this world are threat to them.
international trade is highly RESTRICTED but their great leader he himself indulged in luxuries import he has 20000 private movies collections,100 imported limousines ,and is one of the largest single customers of HENESSY COGNAC in the world WTF and he restricted his fella people in NORTH KOREA from it
moreover there is not much of people get to escape from north korea and there are actually people who wanted to run away and escape from the country by risking their life
many of the north korea people escape to china because it is jus separated by a river but they must not caught by the police in china ,they will send them back to N.korea and put them in prison . if they are lucky enuff to reach the Loas border and finally to THAILAND border they will surrender themself and thailand authorities will send them to south korea instead North korea and they can start a new life there.
they can actually escape to south korea too is nearer but it is very very hard for them to be sucessfully crossed the border, no river no ntg jus few steps but there is this killing electric fence u can zap to dead in only few seconds
here is the video of a women who try to escape but too bad la sigh
the curious to know more about the NORTH Korea they boy told me that National Geogrphic do have undercover about north korea !!!!
Dr.RUIT
the team together with The good doctor , DR.RUIT entered North Korea with the plan to perform over 1,000 such eye operations in just a 10 FREAKING DAYS !!! they only allowed them to stay for 10 days !!! North Korea often refuses permission for such humanitarian missions because of not wanting to give the impression that its people lack anything but - amazingly - they did give Dr. Ruit and his team full permission to carry out these operations.
well through out the 10 days of missions they are all followed by the goverment people even before they depart from NEPAL, becuase dr.ruit is from nepal it self.
(for ur informations even when we normal people entered the country they are ppl following us so is not a very good place to visits la )
Dr.Ruit missions and goals is that he wants to offer free eye surgery to patients in poor countries who have gone blind because of cataracts, becuase it is very expensive to have this surgery and north korea itself dont even have the proper equipment.
well, he manage to have surgery for more then 1000 people in jus ten days but sad to say , they never even say thank you to DR.RUIT of his generousity when they have thier eye sight back
at the moment they open their eyes , they bound and cry and praise thier great leader potraits honestly to say he contribute nothing to this but DR.RUIT and his team
is quite interesting isn't it??? to answer all my curiousity the boy sent me link on youtube yay !!!
if u guys are interested to know what it inside the mysterious NORTH KOREA good news !! we can watch in youtube !! it explains it all ( we hardly have the opportunities to discover bits by bits on what is happening in there)
here you go this is jus the first part, they are total of 5 parts enjoy !!
my bestie told me " in this world , guys cannot be trusted , they wont be absolutely honest to u , i betrayed by love one 3 times , not only to guys, every single human in this world wild not then to be honest..you believe that there is really one person u can trust and be honest to u? so confident? i doubt that "
is that true? but so far i am absolutely honest to u no lies behind the truth
i always tell myself expect d unexpected things but still i got so upset with things had happen although i am always ready for the unexpected challenge but now i still got so upset
to trust a person is the most difficult things to do u need to have the courage and confident hmnnnn
there is one single little things that guys always make mistake they tend not to know what is the things or issue that they need to be honest with sometimes when they tink that some particular things is not important is nothing but to us girls it means something
now i know "men are from mars women are from venus"
i use to be very noob in things got to do with IT but after i started to work as printer promoter in digital mall i have to admit that i learned quite alot with things got to do with IT
and recently i work as digi broadband promoter
my hse is currently using tm net , streamyx before this i use to be very satisfied with the service and the speed cos i do not know wat is the feeling of high speed cos i tot every service is the same but NO !!!! cos i normally dont use it for dl movies or song so there is not a big problem la although i need to wait for youtube to load
but recently i have to agree with everyone that streamyx is extremely sucks !!! slow like hell compare to digi broadband which they provide the speed of min 700 kbps up to 5-6 mb provided the are we are staying is under high speed coverage area too bad sg buloh is in still under low speed coverage which is the EDGE
too prove it i have the results tested by speedtest
streamyx (my hse internet connection speed now) vomit blood sigh
digi broadband (tested at one utama high speed coverage area)
last but not least
JAPAN internet connection (last time use to be faster then this speed as the boy claims,but still faster then malaysia la)
well MALAYSIA BOLEH :)
p/s: i am not promoting digi broadband though i am working for them now ,jus wanna compare the speed that i am currently using now compare to others
the latest me wearing lucas spec nice? wanna get onr for myself hehehe
anyway
the reasons i am not blogging recently is because there are nothing to blog about and i am super lazy to laods my krabi rips pics i blog about when i really really got the time
is good that i am back to class and on my schedule back in college and stick closely to my quiz, assignments, tutorials yada yada
and with another issues i really wanna get out of here asap like always
wanted a whole new experience of new environments and peoples why am i still stuck here ! i wanna leave maybe i am jus not so lucky
i always got so jealous seeing my frens leaving one by one to abroad some might say nah is not as good as u tink but is because u have experienced it and i wants to have the chance of saying that too well oh well thats life
the ugly truth
anyhow something on my side which i feel happy because the boy is back holidays for a month the reason i'm not blogging at all cos i need to grab and spent every mins available with him before he leave again end of the months i am treasuring all my time with the boy
have u guys ever felt a month pass by superly fast 11 days before he fly back awhhhhh
this is the place where i can spill out my thoughts and feelings and of course a place for me to de-stress, i have much passion in photography and traveling ,i am now a psychology student , usually what i do most of the time is blog hopping and now probably here is where i can share my experiences in psychological learning and my daily ramblings :)