lost

October is really a bad bad month for me
i tot that i can start my sem with hopes and confident towards the sub i enroll
but so far
it seems like a really going to be a very bad for me towards end of the sem
i really got bad feelings towards winnie class
honestly to say i really hate to attend her class
no doubt that she is a very good lecturer
she believe in perfectionist
everything need to be perfect
if you work out of her expectation , there is no sorry for any of us and the solutions is that minus marks and minus marks
seriously my group fucked up for our experiments trial assessment very much
is awful
minus this minus that
even u put ur assignments in wrong place she will minus marks
even u use wrong paper, write wrong way minus marks
and every small little details that she tinks that it is not in her way,not wat she wants
end up
ur assignments kena reject , kena minus marks

i really wants to do well for this sem
really !!
but so far there is no hope for this especially for this sub
one sub is enuff to drive me crazy
sigh

we still have 2 paper assignments and is not easy
and

one of the group member said that he is dropping out from this sub
fuck !!!

one of the assignments he said that he going to settle the mistake for the proposal for our assignments due next week
we need to resubmit again
and tomoro is the last chance !

the guy who drop put ,he said that he will email me today and settle for me today though he drop this paper
but until now he had yet send me the proposal and he had yet reply my sms and i damn panicked edi

why is this happening again?
last sem PMG also like this
and now wat?

got not much frens in HELP as we are transfer students
honestly to say
i still cant adapt with the HELP system and stuff

i am still so lost
my results in HELP are not too good either

omg i am so stress up!!!

can i jus let go of everything?
sigh
i never feel so bad towards my life my studies before
now every nite and day i only think of psy 201 ...winnie cheong..201 winnie cheong
fuck !!!!

you are my nightmare !!!!

north korea

yesterday i have some serious conversations with the boy

nonono
not some serious arguing conversations
well
is on world HISTORY
lol

well i can say that i quite enjoyed discussing with him about the world history
i found out there , i really dont know much about it

like "atomic bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki"
we were curious about weather the man who flew the plane and dropped atomic bomb will have psychological effect or not ,killing 140000 ppl
so the boy google

too our surprise
this is what he said
(according to source from Wikipedia)
"Tibbets(the fella name ) expressed no regret regarding the decision to drop the bomb. In a 1975 interview he said: "I'm proud that I was able to start with nothing, plan it, and have it work as perfectly as it did... I sleep clearly every night." In March 2005, he stated, "If you give me the same circumstances, I'd do it again."

obviously he live happily ever after
he died at the age of 92
wtf

and for that we dont bother to find out the one who dropped the bomb in Nagasaki
maybe he too
live happily after he killed about 80000 ppl

and so we talk about

Hitler
the boy quite like this guy
wtf
as we all know he is famous for his cruelty and stuff
this man is really the man
he killed like 6 millions jews in WW2 !!!!!!
wow
thats alot wey
i really dont know about this until the boy told me
but we all know why Hitler hates the jews so much
fair enuff
every story behind this cruelty killing have reasons
there is this REVENGE thingy in Hitler
he is a quite a brilliant men indeed
we all know is not easy to kill 6 millions people
hmnnnn

after Hitler we move to NORTH KOREA !!!
haha

seriously i dono ANYTHING at all about NORTH KOREA
but before we move on to the interesting facts happening in north korea we need to know their leader first

the great general
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KIM JON-IL!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA
damn ugly lor !!!!!

a proper pic of him

the great leader isolate the people and his country from the entire world
KIM JON-IL very much brainwash them

they hate the AMERICANS very very much
no internet, no outside world media, no nothing wat is happening out of North Korea

educations and health care are totally way far behind compare to those developed country or country that are still developing
Many hospitals and clinics in North Korea now lack of essential medicines and equipment, running water and electricity and most probably foods
they are all very poor
most of the children lacks of nutrition and are all very very skinny

but
no doubt that
NORTH KOREA is one of the 4th largest army in the world
and
they are very active in active nuclear and ballistic missile weapons programs
because the leaders perhaps same goes to the poeple are living in fear
they believe that other then people in the north korea , every single human in this world are threat to them.

international trade is highly RESTRICTED
but
their great leader he himself indulged in luxuries import
he has 20000 private movies collections,100 imported limousines ,and is one of the largest single customers of HENESSY COGNAC in the world
WTF
and
he restricted his fella people in NORTH KOREA from it

moreover there is not much of people get to escape from north korea and there are actually people who wanted to run away and escape from the country by risking their life

many of the north korea people escape to china because it is jus separated by a river but they must not caught by the police in china ,they will send them back to N.korea and put them in prison . if they are lucky enuff to reach the Loas border and finally to THAILAND border they will surrender themself and thailand authorities will send them to south korea instead North korea and they can start a new life there.

they can actually escape to south korea too is nearer but it is very very hard for them to be sucessfully crossed the border, no river no ntg jus few steps but there is this killing electric fence
u can zap to dead in only few seconds


here is the video of a women who try to escape but too bad la
sigh


the curious to know more about the NORTH Korea they boy told me that National Geogrphic do have undercover about north korea !!!!

Dr.RUIT

the team together with The good doctor , DR.RUIT entered North Korea with the plan to perform over 1,000 such eye operations in just a 10 FREAKING DAYS !!! they only allowed them to stay for 10 days !!!
North Korea often refuses permission for such humanitarian missions because of not wanting to give the impression that its people lack anything but - amazingly - they did give Dr. Ruit and his team full permission to carry out these operations.

well through out the 10 days of missions they are all followed by the goverment people
even before they depart from NEPAL, becuase dr.ruit is from nepal it self.

(for ur informations even when we normal people entered the country they are ppl following us so is not a very good place to visits la )

Dr.Ruit missions and goals is that he wants to offer free eye surgery to patients in poor countries who have gone blind because of cataracts, becuase it is very expensive to have this surgery and north korea itself dont even have the proper equipment.

well, he manage to have surgery for more then 1000 people in jus ten days
but
sad to say , they never even say thank you to DR.RUIT of his generousity when they have thier eye sight back

at the moment they open their eyes , they bound and cry and praise thier great leader potraits
honestly to say
he contribute nothing to this but DR.RUIT and his team

is quite interesting isn't it???
to answer all my curiousity the boy sent me link on youtube
yay !!!

if u guys are interested to know what it inside the mysterious NORTH KOREA
good news !!
we can watch in youtube !!
it explains it all
( we hardly have the opportunities to discover bits by bits on what is happening in there)



here you go
this is jus the first part, they are total of 5 parts
enjoy !!

honesty

my bestie told me
" in this world , guys cannot be trusted , they wont be absolutely honest to u , i betrayed by love one 3 times , not only to guys, every single human in this world wild not then to be honest..you believe that there is really one person u can trust and be honest to u? so confident? i doubt that "

is that true?
but so far
i am absolutely honest to u
no lies behind the truth

i always tell myself
expect d unexpected things
but still
i got so upset with things had happen
although i am always ready for the unexpected challenge
but now
i still got so upset

to trust a person is the most difficult things to do
u need to have the courage and confident
hmnnnn

there is one single little things that guys always make mistake
they tend not to know what is the things or issue that they need to be honest with
sometimes when they tink that some particular things is not important is nothing
but to us girls
it means something

now i know
"men are from mars women are from venus"

my mistake? me over react?
you tell me

internet connection

i use to be very noob in things got to do with IT
but after i started to work as printer promoter in digital mall i have to admit that i learned quite alot with things got to do with IT

and
recently i work as digi broadband promoter

my hse is currently using tm net , streamyx
before this i use to be very satisfied with the service and the speed
cos i do not know wat is the feeling of high speed
cos i tot every service is the same
but
NO !!!!
cos i normally dont use it for dl movies or song so there is not a big problem la
although i need to wait for youtube to load

but recently i have to agree with everyone that
streamyx is extremely sucks !!!
slow like hell
compare to digi broadband which they provide the speed of min 700 kbps up to 5-6 mb
provided the are we are staying is under high speed coverage area
too bad
sg buloh is in still under low speed coverage which is the EDGE

too prove it
i have the results tested by speedtest

streamyx
(my hse internet connection speed now)
vomit blood
sigh

digi broadband
(tested at one utama high speed coverage area)

last but not least

JAPAN internet connection
(last time use to be faster then this speed as the boy claims,but still faster then malaysia la)

well
MALAYSIA BOLEH
:)

p/s: i am not promoting digi broadband though i am working for them now ,jus wanna compare the speed that i am currently using now compare to others

:)